You should be more concerned. It cannot be said that you are indifferent, but your lover does not seem to be content with such interest. You have to discover the reasons why you are not willing to live as much.
Some of the last decisions you make seem a little dreamy, you will have a hard time implementing them. You need solutions in the shorter term. Step by step, you should choose the way forward.
Your relationship with money is painful. You have so much mind about it. You are influencing, you are making wrong choices. Your small accumulation may be at risk with very mobile, agile ideas.
The resentment you have with a friend upset you both. As a friend, you can definitely find a solution.


