Your devotions in the relationship are in everyone's attention. According to the general opinion, you are right. He knows it, but he doesn't want to find himself forced to defend against you.
You criticize yourself well, your objectivity improves you. The compliments you get today will increase your motivation. Your professional disabilities require some external support.
Some of your difficulties may be due to your somewhat too benign approach to these issues. The effect of your usual toggled and self-sufficient appearance is more than you think.
The emotional confusion you are in can magnify the contradictions between your friends and partner. Those who support your attitude about your love affair do not look nice to your lover's eyes.


