In your relationship, you have an attitude as if your lover was compelled to you. Your friends who are very close to both of you find you guilty about this. But it is clear that you will not change in this relationship. Your partner will have to change.
You are very tired. The decisions you make to make yourself less tired don't work. You have to take some responsibilities and slow down your pace a bit.
Small expenses that you do not care do not sink while you consider them, but later you have the problem. You should spend a little more avoiding. Towards the end of the week, you may have news of money that will partially relax you.
You can not see that the compromises your lover makes in your relationship keep your relationship alive. One day he can ask for all the compromises he has made and end the relationship.